Abilities and Opportunities

The conceptual mechanics of human perception are extremely important in attempting to grasp the teachings of Jesus.  Some elements of those mechanics can be apparent simply through our mundane experience.  We have notions of ourselves as single-point loci of perception that exist on an unending scale of time and in an unending expanse of space.  We can remind ourselves of the latest conjectures about time as a manipulatable thing, and we can remind ourselves how physicists and astronomers have postulated awesome curvatures to space, but that is not the same as to assume that we can impose those concepts upon our perception traits.  Time goes on as ever, and the horizon stretches out as though flat (or bumpy-flat) without end.  We can look at a distant mountain and tell ourselves that we have established that we see only the top four-fifths of it, and we can squint into the distance and see a ship's sail as if partly submerged, but such enterprises are us exerting ourselves beyond the immediacy of our perception-lives.

Our perception-lives, then, constitute of necessity a mere fragment of any appreciation we must cultivate about our surroundings.  It is important that we maintain balanced estimations of our perception abilities.  We are not, as I have described, mere loci of perception, poised most conventionally central to the eyes and ears and surveying Creation in 360-degree aspects on every tiltable plane.  We are created with limitations to our perception, though of course we must reckon that some increments of perception are granted to us.  To invert conceptually the conceit of ourselves as quintessential receptors of all that surrounds us, there is the opposing notion of ourselves possessing infinitesimal pin-holes through which we peer at our universe, as though a complementary universe of darkness constituted the virtual all of our inner lives--we being creatures of pervading internal darkness to whom the flickers beyond the pin-hole are but phantasms.

No, we are creatures who can in part perceive that which constitutes existence external to us (just as, as I have said, we can in part perceive where we end and where our surroundings begin.)  We can, as Jesus admonishes us, attempt the "singleness" of vision that allows us to be filled with light, rather than to be filled with the darkness--that seed-bed of our fallen and twistedly-arising conceits--that slides into the vacuum created by our wavering attentions to truth.  The important thing is that "singleness" of vision corresponds not to notions either of omni-competent perception or of squinting through a sensory pin-hole.  Rather, the vision we possess (that is, the perception-realm we possess) is as a hazy-edged bubble, important to recognize in its intrinsic limitations as well as in how its limitations bind up any conceptual lives we possess.

Our time-and-space-bound experience-lives are paralleled by our time-and-space-bound conceptual capacities, and it is crucial always to cultivate an awareness of the pull of those fetters.  An apt example is found in an (otherwise puzzling) passage from Luke.  Jesus is speaking of the necessity of "hating" one's family and one's self, and of the necessity of taking up one's cross and following him.  Renunciation is the theme here, and Jesus ends with, "So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple."  What is remarkable is the fact that, between the hating one's parents part and the "cannot be my disciple" part, is what seems to be a digression about prudence.

In this apparent digression, Jesus speaks of a builder who must reckon if he has money enough to erect a tower, and of a king who must reckon if he has soldiers enough to repel a more numerous enemy.  Better to abandon a plan to build a tower if careful attention would show there are not funds enough for it.  Better to avoid war than to go into battle with insufficient forces.  More particularly, the builder is shown to be wise who does not invite ridicule upon failure, and the king--the less fortunate of the two examples--is shown to be wise to attempt to placate the invader.  In both parables, prudence is indeed indicated, yet the parables themselves involve attempts on the part of the protagonists to avoid loss, either of face or perhaps of a kingdom itself.  What have these parables to do with the notion that one must forsake "all that he hath"?

The answer is both extremely simple and extremely frustrating.  "Possession" as a fault involves a stable state (or, more properly, a conceit of a stable state) held onto by the possessor.  Both the builder and the king are treating their possessions as elements of active schemes of consideration--the effective aspects of nominal possession of things by those two men are found in how they treat those things.  A more usual type of "biblical" example is the virtuous householder, whose concern for the responsible use of his "possessions" makes those things mere props in the drama of the householder's attempts to do the will of God above all else--in the extreme examples of such householders, it might be said that they "possess" such things not at all, and are servants of humanity at large in how they tend those things.  Certainly the wealthy in the Western World have been only too eager to embrace such imagery, even as they embrace most often the opportunity to enter through the eye of the needle.

In the extreme polarization of such examples, one wealthy person might be a renowned philanthropist, and another might be a renowned miser who (recognizing a certain reality about the grave) gives everything at the end to charity.  Economists and social scientists might make a great game of looking at each such wealthy person in turn, and arguing the relative value of their bequests, but whether or not those wealthy persons were indeed "possessors" of their wealth might be gauged as effectively by how graciously they treated their household staffs at each passing moment.

More important than the idea of actual possession of things being a function of a stable state (and of "true" possession being a matter of how such things are treated) is the underlying conceits we have about stable states themselves--these conceits constituting (frustratingly, as I mentioned above) what are most often our most treasured possessions.  We will have it be the case that this-or-that can be described in this-or-that state, and when we are forced to admit that any conceit of ours must bow before the majesty of the divine, we fall back still on the notions of "this-or-that" described state--in this case, the "state" of God.  Maybe everything is contingent upon the will of God, we will say, but in the same breath we try to will into existence describable aspects of the divine.

A fascinating example of this is found in John, wherein it is stated (in an admittedly bewildering passage) that there was as yet no Spirit.  Unsurprisingly, the translators have been in agony to manufacture logic by which the passage might be held to say that the Spirit had not yet been given, but the ancient texts are as impassive and unyielding as ever.  However, only an insecure--and especially impious--mindset would require inventing language that is not present in the text.  It is no more respectful to the divine to say that God has existed forever as to say that his existence is outside of time (and the notion that he existed "before time" would be simply silly.)

Moreover, God is deserving of being respected, and then (and only then) is God to be described in respect to any criteria--and we always show this latter respect in pitiful fashion.  We don't know what we are talking about.  God is, and was, and our understanding of "is" or "was" is as immeasurably inadequate as if our understanding was that God always "happens."

We cannot even handle the fact that our own life "happens," because we do not truly observe our life happening--what we observe is a tumble of shuddering conceits based on imperfect perceptions, and that understandable (to us) thing we call "life" is something we have constructed.  Our understandings of our lives consist of things we consider major or minor, of things we remember and things we forget, of things that happened in earlier and hazier days and of things we anticipate in hazier days still.

The Gospels themselves consist of many things (or perhaps it would be better to say display many aspects) that we can recognize in terms of how life happens.  The three gospels that seem to purport to be ascertained biography consist--surprise, surprise--of often differing "takes" on similar events.  The remaining gospel, which seems to have an altogether different emphasis, has some quite different "takes" on events.  Again, surprise, surprise.  The gospels have beginnings and endings that seem to be tacked on, and this business of differing chronologies shows up most strikingly as the gospels wrap up.  Some elements seem to have been inserted, and then the question arises whether the rest (or parts of the rest) of the New Testament have been tacked on--probably the most important question of how the gospels "wrap up."

And so the Gospels themselves echo the very thing that impinge on us as life happens--things major and minor, things remembered and things forgotten, things hazy in memory and things hazy in anticipation.  I don't think that any person can look at the Gospels through anything other than the limited and cloudy "bubble" that I described above, and it is certainly open to the reader of the Gospels to opine that the books' contents seem to be viewed as through "bubbles"==here acute and insightful, here not so, here evocative and meaningful, here not so.

What is important to consider is the extent to which the teachings of Jesus reflect an anticipatory understanding of the readers' legitimate concerns.  Why can't you decide for yourselves what is right, Jesus asks.  You have heard this-or-that was said, Jesus says.  In a given situation, would you yourselves not do this or that, Jesus asks.  You, being evil, would do this-or-that for your children--would not God do the same for you, Jesus asks.  In each instance, life as a thing in motion, life as a thing happening, is what matters, and it is this dynamic of life that is the template for understanding Jesus' teachings.

It is in the face of the dynamic of life that religion comes to the test.  Take marriage.  For some people marriage becomes a nightmare.  It was not intended to be so, and to the extent to which the participants took it seriously, the notion to which Jesus subscribes--two becoming one--was at some point either the reality of the marriage, or at least the aspiration of the couple.  Then there is the possibility of divorce, and in Jesus' day there was the prescription for divorce in the Mosaic law.  Jesus, however, attributes this possibility either to Moses' invention or to the notion that the Law of God would be tailored in its inception to the baser attitudes of men.  One wonders why Jesus was not executed for that.

And still Jesus relates that marriage is to be indissoluble--except in some vaguely defined circumstances, circumstances to which one or another of the marriage partners might be driven, so that the very guilt-ridden anguish of the couple might forge their own provision of the law.  And while Jesus refers to the Genesis basis for marriage as indissoluble, this very Genesis describes (as the denominations ignore) marriage not as God's plan, but as the result of Adam's conceit.  Small wonder that Jesus describes marriage as something that a person would probably do better to avoid.

Ultimately, any inhumanity in the question of divorce as worked out in the Gospels resides in the failings of the couple or in the failings of the prevailing religiosity.  A bad marriage is a situation of anguish, and such things happen indeed in life.  What I intend to describe here is not the Gospels as an answer to the question, nor any answers to the questions asked about the reliability of the Gospels.  What I intend to describe here is how the teachings of Jesus, rather than simply reflecting the possible artifices of human authors, reflect instead an organic understanding of how human limitations work.

The first and most important test of the teachings of Jesus has nothing to do with whether or not they give answers to what people want to know.  The first and most important test of the teachings of Jesus is whether or not they draw upon the abilities and opportunities to understand existence that are the abilities and opportunities that we cannot deny, and which we must apply.

Blasted and Drained

Francis Schaeffer wrote a famous book, extolled widely in conservative Christian circles, entitled How Should We Then Live?  I submit that the most suitable title for a book about Jesus and his demands of us would be Why Should We Then Live?--and I am being neither literal (of course) nor flippantly disparaging (I hope).  The most disheartening thing about trying to evaluate institutional Christianity is the very fact that Christianity as an institution is engrossed in providing either sacerdotal or experiential mechanisms by which the believer can take the necessity--undeniable in Jesus' teachings--of forsaking life, and turn that forsaking into embracing.

This very un-Jesus-like Christian fixation on living the abundant Christian life is, as I have written before, an attachment possible when the believer does not understand "life" as Jesus does.  To die for Jesus or for one's fellows is "life," as Jesus would have it, and the deprivations of giving up this or that (or a lot of this or that) for the cause of Jesus--that is, "throwing one's life away," as the cynics would have it--is what it is to find truly "abundant" life.  Life truly lived is life lived by the parts of ourselves that we have surrendered gladly.

Humanity has not truly lived since a time before humanity was ever able to understand life.  This notion (a notion, which--pointedly--I will associate with the fleeting, disappearing, and indescribable experience-realm of the newborn) is a notion inherent in our present perception abilities.  We reckon Adam's enviable pristine state to be desirable in that it would be an escape from our troubles--but Adam had as yet to experience trouble.  What is here important to note about prevalent interpretations of the Gospels is the fact that the idea of Jesus "leading us back to the garden" is associated mistakenly with only either eventual salvation or with the more-or-less blessed state of being granted anticipation of that final resolution.

However, Jesus presents repeated recapitulations of the Eden-state as a template of his ministry.  In fact, those recapitulations are linked more closely than might be apparent at first.  Jesus responds to questioners sent by John asking if Jesus is the awaited one, and Jesus gives instructions to those of his disciples he sends out two by two.  In both types of instances Jesus describes the dead being raised to life.  As I have written before, a rather unseemly delight has entertained me with the notion that an unbounded move-mountains-with-a-grain-of-faith determination on the part of the disciples would in all of those instances involve all of humanity who ever lived being brought back with a single petition.  Of course, limitations are exercised in the situations--Jesus' ministry as described to John, Jesus' imparting of both instructions and abilities to the itinerant disciples--and it is precisely that set of limitations that shows that a re-creation of the Eden state is in mind.

The traveling disciples are sent only to the towns of Israel (such geography notable more for its physical rather than absolutely demographic quality) and the disciples are told to refrain from saluting people on the road.  This would seem to be associated with the enlivening and succoring of an idealized setting--a re-created Eden.  In this multi-partite Eden, there would be no infirmity, no disease, and apparently no death ("raising from the dead" being restricted apparently to those witnessed as dying, and experiencing momentary dying within the "Eden-population.")

This same sort of Eden-state is what prevails in the setting that Jesus describes to the questioners from John.  That the Gospel being preached to the poor is of such emphasis is not, apparently, because it was being withheld from all people, but because access both to explicit teaching, and to the chance to reflect upon such teaching, is restricted for those hard-pressed in our very un-Eden world.  And this Eden-recapitulation described by Jesus is as full of temptation as the first Eden.  Jesus expresses concern that persons exposed to his presence might fall away, and Jesus tells the traveling disciples to expect that some people and places will reject them.  Both the delights and the perils of Eden are being highlighted in these scenarios.

Something more, however, is being highlighted in the re-created Eden settings I have described.  The disciples are delighted with their successes, and in one instance they are greeted by Jesus' response (in a very recalling-the-Genesis-events way) of how he saw Satan fall from heaven.  Unfortunately, any association of "abundant" personal life to the situations I have described is precisely antithetical to what Jesus seems to be teaching.  The returning disciples are admonished not to rejoice in their successes, but in their favorable status in the invisible kingdom.  Indeed, it is notable that their missionary experiences, "lively" though they might be, are in a certain vein drained of what we might recognize as life.

There is a singular lack of agency on the part of the disciples in the description given by Jesus of their mission.  "How" they are to make any of the decisions, and "how" they are to undertake any of the actions, are described not at all in the text we have of the disciples' instructions.  The disciples are rendered almost empty-handed and almost naked on their travels, and their "supernatural" powers (temporary, it would seem) are as likely channeled through them as placed at their disposal.  In the end, Jesus grants them little more of an assessment of agency than if they had been mere witnesses.

We are creatures who navigate our existences in terms of proportionality and of reference, and who reckon our selves as contained in our bodies and our thoughts.  There is an intrinsic strangeness to us in being made to understand that we must seek to undo all the evils of our lives, and made to understand simultaneously that a lifetime of penitence might be dwarfed by a cup of cold water to a child.  There is an intrinsic strangeness to us in being held rightfully to account for our bodies and our thoughts--estranged, it seems, by an abyss from God--and being held simultaneously to account for failing to recognize our savior in a distressed human being near at hand.

We are not alone in our failings, as we witness in Jesus' assessment of John the Baptist.  John himself must be reminded that casting ourselves aside, not for some convoluted "salvation economy" of the theologians, but for the simple and unprepossessing performance of our rightful Eden-tasks, is what is required of us.  This simple and unprepossessing approach is not that of the accomplished and dogma-equipped believer, but that of the blasted and drained person who has watched himself or herself be siphoned off willingly into vain pursuits, and who calls upon Jesus to fill the voids and undo the damages.

It is perhaps worthwhile to note that, while the "beheading" story certainly does not show Herod in a good light, there is a singular lack of ratification in the various Gospels for John's choice of an individual sin to take particular exception to in a sinful world.  Certainly John made more of a mark in secular--to use the word perhaps anachronistically--history than did Jesus, but John was a human being after all.  Even from the outset of the John the Baptist accounts a dissonance intrudes itself.  The prophetic "voice" introducing Johns' ministry would (if the Old Testament Scripture be taken as controlling) have been a voice calling for a way to be made in the wilderness--with no speaker described.  In the Gospel accounts, we have John's "voice in the wilderness."

Whether in the recesses of Eden at first, or in the Judean wilderness at the start of the Gospel stories, our first points of reference must be people, places, and things--and the God of our worship can render such things meaningless.  To reckon that our lives--like Adam's life--are lacking precisely because they have things in them (and are "abundant" because we give things away) is our first infantile step toward the annihilation of our "lives" that Jesus championed and personified.

Strange Convenience

Jesus tells a young man that he is not far from the kingdom of heaven, and then provides him with no further guidance.  Jesus tells a another young man that all he lacks to gain eternal life is to do the single thing (and puzzling indeed that this might be called a "single" thing) of selling all he has, giving the proceeds to the poor, and following Jesus.  For each of these young men, the way to salvation is both indefinite and continual--the indefinite stretching off into the infinite.

Jesus tells us all that we must have faith, and then he tells us we have no faith, nor any hope of having any.  This indeed is the implication of the statement of Jesus that the merest mustard seed of faith would empower us to move mountains about.  The indefinite stretching off into the infinite is more than the indefinite stretching off into the infinite--it is a doomed prospect as well.

This, on the part of the denominations, is the most punctiliously ignored aspect of the Gospels--that the Gospels describe not a collections of insights about how to gain salvation, but rather a collection of insights into how that "how" cannot be explained to us.  The teachings of Jesus trail off into repeated illustrations of how salvation-yearning collapses into anguished pleading, just as the persistent widow petitions the unfeeling judge about the merits of her case.  By "doomed," I describe our own plight--if it is at all to be understood in terms of the widow's experience--as a situation of our own eternal cases to be resolved never in this life.  Before the end, our petitions never cease to rise nor cease to be ignored, and neither does the impassive countenance of the judge ever lighten.

And this last point is the key--salvation to be resolved never in this life.  Unfortunately, we do not pursue our elusive salvation typically in this life, but in a phony "life" of contrived considerations, just as we read the story of the persistent widow from afar, and we re-read it knowing the ending.  I am reminded of Paul's fascination with the idea that a truth about salvation (or not) is illustrated well by a pot being in no position to criticize its maker, or to complain about being formed for base purposes.  Within the merest relationship of the pot to its maker--that is, a relationship excluding Paul's presumptuous air--is to be found one of the most persistent and resounding cries of the psalmist and the prophet, that is, the offering to God of the notion that he has abandoned his creatures.  Moreover, Paul has not stopped there--having been provided as we all are with the Genesis description of a "very good" creation stumbling forth under curses, Paul then twists it all into a gruesome notion that God creates damned creatures anew.

It is extremely telling that Paul allows himself to be drawn into the trap of describing salvation experiences from the outside.  The pot is neither more nor less than it is made to be, but it is Paul who supplies the third element to the scenario--the human contemplator who sits in judgment of the metaphorical pot's utterances, just as the reader contemplates juror-like the widow's plight.  In each case the observer outside the parable can be observed and commented upon by another contrived observer, and so on into infinity.  Nothing about any of this (and precious little of theology in general) has anything to do with the essential and solitary immediacy of the salvation dynamic taught by Jesus.

The young man who has found insight will find it further within himself, and is provided therefore with no direction by Jesus.  The young man is his own landscape, and the extent to which he diminishes himself, so also is his internal landscape to become smaller and more traversable.  The rich young man who has followed the commandments and yet is beset by Jesus' demand that he sell all he owns is going to be (if he surprises the commentators, as the text allows) a poor young man facing yet another demand, and then yet another.  Salvation is offered to those men (and to us) if we travel along a way that says, "No way."

There is no way to salvation by contemplating it.  There is no way to salvation by following Jesus to it.  There is no way to salvation by faith.  The Jesus who is the Way is so not because either a roadmap or a metaphor is provided thus to us--Jesus is the Way because all such concepts are subsumed into his character.  Jesus is the point-source of all-present divinity who is separated from us by an infinite gulf that is as nothing to him.  Salvation is our yearning, but the very concept that there is some sort of illustratable salvation dynamic is an obstacle to us.  After the end, salvation is free.  Before the end, salvation is more costly than we can manage.

I can do little more now than demonstrate how my interpretation of salvation is at least holistic to the Gospels, in distinction to that of the mass of commentators.  All commentators have had to deal with Jesus' descriptions of the Unpardonable Sin.  Suffice to say that anyone who has ever been confronted with those passages has concocted images, however fleeting or insubstantial, pertaining to the Holy Spirit.  Since to think something is as bad as to say it (or at least prudence would so dictate), and since surely the mute or illiterate are not by definition exempted from the peril of the Unpardonable Sin, then this peril might be expected to haunt one and all.  I cannot say for sure what goes on in the minds or souls of others, but it is worthy of note that there is one topic (unsurprisingly, I would say) upon which the commentators are both agreed and generous--either the Unpardonable Sin could only be committed in Jesus' lifetime, or the Unpardonable Sin cannot have been committed by one who retains as yet any capacity to try to avoid sin.  A strange convenience is attached thereby to something that Jesus treats as supremely important.

We would do well to consider, however, whether we would or would not (called to give accounting for our lives) present any of our sins to the divine as "pardonable."  Is not the Unpardonable Sin, upon any recounting we might make of any of the sins of humanity, a capstone of truth about the awfulness of sin that is a truth that extends to all of our transgressions?  We make much of the mercy of Jesus, and of the ever-multiplying theories about how he says we can be saved, but rarely do we catalogue Jesus' descriptions of the manifold futilities of our attempts to avoid punishment for sin.  Unsurprisingly, we do not like to hear that some sin might never be forgiven, yet what manner of elasticity ought we to allow as the difference between the ideas of "never to be forgiven" and "easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle"?  (And are any of us ever free from the temptations that beset the "rich" who are warned in the latter phrase?")

We don't know how to get to heaven.  We don't have any prospect of completing the tasks required to get to heaven.  We don't have faith.  We don't have the means to separate ourselves from the lures of the earth.  To think of ourselves as being more-or-less okay as regards our stature before God, while yet we allow a diluted notion of sin impossible to forgive to float above us in our conjured detachment, is to flood ourselves in horrid delusion.  All our petitions of God are impossibilities.  That we might be reduced to pathetic creatures wondering if some impossibilities are less impossible than others is probably not the worst way to begin.

In Which the Teachings Apply

The things of God are independent of time and space.  Our inability to conceptualize this reality makes plain the fact that we cannot hope to treat the things of God as time-and-space independent.  What we can do, however--and this Jesus indeed requires of us--is to reckon that our time-and-space limitation is no warrant to construct an effectual defiance of that realization by assembling some one or another view of our existence as constellations of settled points on smooth surfaces of time and place.  This indeed we do.  We think of ourselves as neatly localized persons in an idealized "now" of time.

When Jesus tells us that our hearts will be in heaven if our treasure is in heaven, we insist unfortunately (and predictably) on reckoning that what Jesus is describing is some optimal internalized heart-attitude as distinct from the attempt wickedly to encompass within ourselves the aggrandizement lodged in selfish desires.  We will at most charge ourselves with having set our minds upon the wrong things, but we insist that this galaxy of thoughts exists within ourselves--we are in this conceit point-centered personages by whom the passages of time and place glide as "out there" vistas.

There is no "out there" populated by beings with whom we interact merely at our internally-conceived interface between our consciousness and everything our consciousness perceives.  There is no "out there" time when we did good or ill from which we can draw present comfort or extract present warning--and there is no "out there" future but for the prospect of the fleeting and undeserved possibility of learning always to pour ourselves into the moment.  There is no "out there" place littered with amusements or distractions or--as we might hope--raw materials and possibilities for doing good things.

When Jesus says that our hearts are where our treasure is, he means it.  For us to attach ourselves to this or that is for us to cede a part of ourselves to that very thing.  In the un-plumbable recesses of the Creation moment--and in the realm of wonderings in which we might no more than almost tread--there lies the possibility of there having been untrammeled communion between God and Adam.  However, "the man"--that is, the humanity experienced by us in any manner we might assimilate--cannot possibly encompass of what that communion might have consisted.  We would do as well to say that Adam in that state did not exist, as to assert that we might conjecture as to his substance in that state--neither statement could surpass the other in sublime nature, or in blasphemy.

"The man" for whom it was not good to "be alone" exists in the Genesis account such that he must be viewed either as completely subsumed into his Creator or as being infused in part into those surroundings that captured his attentions.  There might have been untold eons in which he tended the Garden in perfect satisfaction, but again, the question of the substance of Adam's state while in perfect moral quiescence is beyond us.  If in the perfect will of God, all that would have mattered to Adam was God, and therefore we cannot understand the Garden (at least before the first unimaginably small murmurings of rebellion) as other than a setting described for us to introduce the narrative.

When we do come to understand Adam as being captured by the creaturely objects of his attentions, the narrative shifts immediately to the procuring of an "help meet" for the man.  Adam is not presented with a menagerie of potential new attention-objects, objects meant for his amusement that fail in this regard, objects that are allowed by God to pass aside as the narrative shifts to the idea that the man needs not diversion, but rather that which is encompassed by the sublime notion of "help meet." No, the animals are failed "help meet's," so to speak, and we are presented here with the first of a number of Scriptural opportunities for the amusement of puerile critics.

What ought to be seized upon by sincere critics of institutional Christianity (and what I have attempted to describe before) is the fact that the elements of "rebellion" exist in the Genesis account such that they are coterminous with any description of Adam as a creature possessing will.  The Adam who will not allow all of himself to rest in God is shown to collect himself into a locus of attention toward his surroundings, surroundings that (in the fashion we can recognize in all our times and places) are always cloying and needing refreshment.  This is the germ of rebellion.  What is most important to recognize, however, is that the business of human beings drawing themselves up into self-centered individuals (the prideful, God-defying imagery of the preachers' condemnation of humanity's futility) cannot be imagined fantastically to succeed in that very endeavor of personal drawing-up into discrete beings.  We sinful humans are no more "individuals" than we have ever been, and we are not "individuals" in the Eden account--we are subsumed into God or we are subsumed into the fusion of persons expressed by the scriptural recounting of the "help meet" process.

This is one of the most important aspects of the conceptual terrain of Genesis, and of the Gospels.  Conventionally, our attentions in interpreting the Scriptures are ever and always drawn to the imagery of the puffed-up person, the person who stuffs himself or herself with the pleasures of Creation, the person who fills himself or herself with evil thoughts and evil desires.  We would be fortunate--though undeservedly fortunate--were that the only type of imagery that can define us.  What is most important when looking at the Genesis account, however, is the giving-away of ourselves, the imparting of elements of ourselves to other persons and other things.  The idea of the evil person who is draining, or devouring, or who robs others of opportunities and of the support they are due, is but one aspect (and not necessarily the chief aspect) of our evil tendencies.  The continual revolution of the Scriptures, however, is the perverse and unintentional "generosity" we display when we exude essential elements of ourselves into our surroundings.

Our selves are not our own, but neither are our abilities selfishly to command our intentions (as we might imagine) in times and places to deny elements of our selves to others, or to other things.  Adam is presented with Eve.  Theologians might argue whether, after Adam calls her flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone, it is God or Adam who says that for this reason the man and the woman shall become one flesh, but for our purposes the distinction is immaterial.  Either God made that determination, or he made the man who made that determination.  What is really important here is the denominations' unfortunate determination to limit the shared-person imagery of the first coupling to the greatest possible (and most fleshly) extent.  In truth, Adam and Eve share their persons with each other, and we all therefore share our persons with each other, and (as with our "treasure in heaven") we share our persons with whatever we have attached ourselves to.  Even more important than the question of what we grasp to ourselves, is the question of what we have dispatched elements of ourselves to--and the extent to which we lose, and risk, and deposit to the care of others our eternal fates is greater than we dare imagine. 

We marry someone, we entrust a part of our damnable selves to them.  We dally with someone, we entrust a part of our damnable selves to them.  We bear or sire someone, we entrust a part of our damnable selves to them.  We abuse someone, we place a part of our damnable selves at the mercy of their judgment.  This step-wise but logical decline from the bliss of the first union to the horror of thinking ourselves placed before judgment at the hands of those we have ill used, frightening though it might be, is a notion neither to be ignored nor to be decreed alien to the teachings of Jesus.  I will try to deal with this more later, but for now it would probably suffice to mention the Parable of the Unjust Steward, and the fascinating way Jesus describes a person's fellows as being empowered to shield him that person from judgment from above.

More to the point here is the simple mechanics of how Jesus' conceptualization of personhood differs from other New Testament voices.  To Jesus what matters is what comes out of a person, and he describes the intake of forbidden foods as immaterial.  His assertion that ingested food merely passes out "in the draught" is of course biologically questionable, but that is scarcely the point--Jesus' conceptualization of the human being as a source of so much is a conceptualization of the unquantifiable effulgence of the soul.  Contrast this to the (chronologically-challenged) fussing over dietary restrictions in the "early Church," who cannot but think of persons as body-bounded individuals.  To Jesus, the thoughts of adultery (which come "out" of the heart) defile not merely the sinful thinker, but defile as well the Genesis-defined personage of the marital union.  In the epistles, the sophomoric notion is offered that sexual sin is worse than others because it is introduced into the body.

Most importantly, our conceptualizations of ourselves in time and place are but trembling shadows, shadows defined for us by the comings and goings of our attentions, shadows that fall near to us or that extend in moments to our farthest horizons.  This is the realm in which we were born, and which we are born to.  This is the realm in which the teachings of Jesus apply--not in the setting of our most concerted attempts to define our times and our places and our selves within them.

Poised Upon the Instant

A person might decide to drag the tip of a paintbrush across a piece of paper.  At some point that person might decide to turn that continuous line into a written letter or a painted figure.  Also, at some point that letter or figure becomes something existing outside the will of the person with the paintbrush.

When that point arrives, only God knows.

I write this in opposition to the contention--meant to counter pantheism--that Creation exists separately from the Creator in the same way a painting exists separately from the one who painted it.  Of course, like all such mental pictures of the divine, this anti-pantheist painter-versus-painting analogy is tainted.  Along with the will of the painter, the painter's mere existence is inseparable from the creation.  Body heat affects the environment of the studio, as does emitted moisture, and certain of the painter's very molecules will become incorporated into the picture.

What is most important, however, about the weakness of the "painter" analogy is that very point of the transmission of the will of the creator.  Of this, only God knows.  Similarly, only God knows at what point his image of Creation became an existing, effectively-independent, creation.  And since Creation can be understood to have no existence outside the will of God, then in our understanding the act of Creation occurs always--as does every sovereign act of God.

As I described in the previous post, this phenomenon can be understood in terms of the teachings of Jesus.  The sparrow receiving the tender care of the God who feeds it is not betrayed forthwith by the God who notes the sparrow's inevitable cursed-Creation demise.  There is no proper understanding of "forthwith" in this application to be held by us, because to us it can only be that God's acts and determinations defy our conceits about time.  The sovereign act of Creation is ever-immediate, and the sovereign act of Creation's curse is ever-immediate.  The sparrow's vigor and the sparrow's demise are each phenomena of the divinely-encompassed Now.

Much of what I have found myself writing in "Roused, Readied, Reaped" and here in "Aware, Away, Awry" has dealt with this very idea--that the will of God has not been displayed in discrete dispensations, but rather in varied manifestations that, while waxing and waning in Scripture, have timeless expressions.  Adam's rebellion was greater or lesser, and Adam's cursedness was greater or lesser, but "Adam" as a concept understandable to us is not something that we can hold responsibly to be ever in entire concert with the will of God--unless we accord to Adam a title of "perfect man" that ought properly to apply to someone else.

Understanding God to be independent of time and space, we must hold that when God does something, the proper entry-point of this occurrence to our consciousness ought to be the proportion-jarring blast of its immediacy--so that the fact of something being wrought by God ought not to be appreciated by the manifestation of its existence, but by the ever-resounding blow of the hammer upon the anvil.  The God who created the mountains--indeed, created any such things that bring to us the imagery of such majesty--is the proper object of wonder.  The mountains themselves are as nothing, to be cast about by us at will--provided our faith be as monumental as a mustard seed.

This fusion of timelessness and immediacy is--will we but ponder it for a moment--a necessity of any musings about God's sovereignty.  This fusion of timelessness and immediacy is displayed for us repeatedly in Genesis.

God made Creation out of nothing--but we are not confronted by initial description of Nothing.  We are confronted by an imagery of space without content somehow surrounding a world without terrain.  The imagery does not purport to show a nothing that becomes a something.  What is the imagery provides is the experiential blast that would confront any finite witness to the phenomena.  The proper lesson of this imagery-choice has been ignored--nay, violently cast aside--by the religions of the western world.  Our chosen God is one who glides sedately through an eternity of time until he fills a space alongside himself with a blemish-free Creation.  Time and space coexist with this ridiculous version of God, until he decides to launch upon a farce about himself and a man imbued with imperfection who might enjoy the status of a perfect creation if only he would behave with a perfection he does not possess.

In the scriptural version of God, it is the blow of the hammer against the anvil that matters.  Time explodes into existence as surely as the text explodes with "In the beginning."  Space and non-space are blasted apart from God-knows-what to define each other.  Light's existence is described as initiated--or is it?  Light, as any ancient reader could know, could be "created" by human hands and, as any modern reader might know, photons as yet released (to say nothing of registered by optic nerves) would have existed in the primordial mix.  The explosion of light (as still today) was what mattered.

Dry land appears between the gathered waters.  Was the land under the waters, or was it created at that moment?  What matters is the blast of its appearance--the land always "existed," because the mind of its timeless Creator exists.  The plants and the animals are described as coming from the earth--the blast of their appearance associated by the reader with the immediacy of the reader's surrounding environment.  The creatures of the sea and the air are described as though they came from nothing--and of course they would seem to the reader to be expelled from beyond far-off vistas.  The lights in the sky need merely to be the gathering of masses that would, with sufficient bulk, harbor within themselves the mechanism of the continual creation (or reflection) of light.

My description here is not to provide some scientific (or science-y) rationale for the Creation Story.  What is important here is the striking lack of connection between the Genesis account and any time-and-space matrix for interpreters' extrapolation.  The true duty of the interpreter is not extrapolation, but expansion.  Any insipid theology can decide on this or that theory of God's will, and weave therefrom a story of God's relations with humanity by deciding which of any number of aspects of a purported God are understood to be operative in any time and place.  In truth, not only are all aspects of God pertinent to all times and places, but also all acts of God are presumptively ever-happening and ever-relevant.

Any critic of Christianity can cite Jesus' announcement of a new commandment to love one another as being a fundamental misrepresentation of God' longstanding relationship with people.  What must be understood is that in this context a description by Jesus of how people must behave is not understood in terms of God's longstanding dealings with people, but rather in the immediacy of God's timeless dealings with people.  Every commandment of God is ever new, and every hearer is ever and always in Adam's stead, with the glow of God's approval and the blast of God's disapproval poised upon the instant.

It is one thing to note, as I have often, Jesus' disregard for humanity's concentration on time and space.  It is important additionally to see that aspect of Jesus' teaching in the context of the particular Scriptures on which he relies, and also in the context of the reverential approach to the character of God that Jesus presumes.